For those who don’t know about Izanami go watch the hit anime series, Naruto or look it up on here.
when i was done watching today new epiosde of naruto about the Uchina brothers fighting against kabuto. Itachi explain the history of the clan powerful justu Izanami and how it works.
I never fully understand how the manga explain it but the anime made it shorter and basic. thank god! LOL An justu that lets its victim be in an endless loop till the person finally accept its outcome and for who they really are.
when i was done watching the show. i keep hearing this voice from my abyss of my soul. i been hearing this voice for many years in rare time. Only happen two or four times a year. It keep saying the same thing over & over. REMEMBER.
this time, it was burning with fire and it says REMEMBER THE BEGINNING MICHAEL.
So i decide to mediate to find out where this voice coming form. lay down on the floor with my legs cross. Took a few breath to focus myself and go inside my inner truth and this time it was different than before.
Go back to the beginning michael.
I see the gate of my soul, my inner world, the gate of my very existence in the middle of my yang-ya. its so different and i see my five year old self.sitting down in front of the gate. He look back at me with tears coming from his eyes telling me “Finally you made it this time, what took you so long this time?”
Its been too long that you forgotten about me since you went to that new school.
i ask my 5 year old self, what are you talking about?
he point at me and say, you grow up but you forgot who you are? the source and trust me man I’m not only talking about personalty.
i laugh at him and say i know who i am.
he say of course you are. you look up to your name “who is like god” and think you can be batman. i’m sorry but that not you. you will never be batman or michael if you don’t accpct me. you let society and family put fear in your mind throughout your childhood. your letting our dream die by not doing enough. your 23 with no job or at school anymore. you fail by doing it by yourself when your fear and pride keeps you from asked help. I’m stronger than your ass and I’m only five years old. People do change but you change to fail in so many ways. Don’t be lost anymore older me. We can become one again and this time we can change to being a better person. take my hand while you still can.
why should i??????? i don’t remember you
5 yr self say because you don’t want to remember the past. you don’t want to remember that tony hit you and call you an fag, You don’t wanna remember that you suck his penis. its not your fault Michael that you fail off your truth self. its not too late to change. its not too late to face your past and move forward. you clam you forgive him n yourself but somewhere down the line you rather forget who you are and started to add things to cove the real you!!!! You haven’t stop caring to help, to love and to speak your mind but you forgot about your leadership. your inner kid is dying here and now your lost more than ever.
Older self, why now? i can’t face what happen i just can’t! :(
If u can’t face the past then lets fight.
The two Arthur’s appear behind him, the brother and the bear wolf.
:O how dare you!!!!!!!!!!
5yr self, if u can’t accept the past than ill use your future to take u down.
older me, what do u mean??????
figure it out yourself !!!!! Arthur and pookie take him down!!! and O older me, don’t worry their connect with you isn’t give them a signal as long as i can have them on in the yang-ya field.
both Arthur’s coming right at me…..
i picture myself with my own spirit sword n it manifest itself in my hand . while lil brother Arthur comes at me with full speed. i active my spirit barrier to block him and to protect myself. i notice im not strong right now to hold on and fight my arthurs at the same time
i only have five mins to fight. this is bad!!!!!!
I look at lil brother arthur attack my barrier with his hands and cashes me then i hear his voice “Big brother!!! it time to take down your past and face it by remember who you are.”
i told him its not easy. then i look around to see where arthur pookie bear wolf was at. i don’t see him anywhere.
then i realize he must be…….
the ground under me breaks and pookie comes up in his bear form. my barrier breaks and at the same time i look my other half n i hear his voice. mikey!!!!!!!!! you once told me that you see yourself in me. the lost boy but you never told me about this. i understand why you haven’t babe but ill be ready for you when you wanna talk about more of your pain. face the past and more about the real you can be free.
THAT ENOUGH as i YELL and unleash my energy blast to blow away everything but that didn’t work.both arthur’s cut my head off. i scream out loud till
i open my eyes an see my 5yr old self standing n the two arthur behind him. i was like wtf what happen…….
5 yr self say your in an loop and you need to accept the past and remember who you really are and if you don’t we can keep on doing this till the date you regret it you coward sorry ass!!!!!!!
older me say im done and my name is Michael BBBBBBB . I’m an lost boy who is tried and done with it. i’m 23 who lives in miami. I’m homosexual and know i can become more than i already am. i rather prove my actions than to forget what happen. now shut up n join to become one now!!!
5yr self says as he fades away…..Finally you remember who you are and for that i’m glad im back and that i can finally say i know i can prove myself that i can become more :’) thank you Michael bayron kisuke
Inner truth is done and Izanmai experience is done
i wake up with tears coming from my eyes and with a smile on my face.
thank you naruto