1) God

    God messages touch my soul and made me a better person this year than last year. 

2) Love

     I was’t looking for it but it to got me. the end on the subject :) I could not say anymore about this subject because i might breakdown as i”m typing this. I’m happy  

3) UMFUNDALAI

     Dance was fun &  free even though i had a lil fear and that fear was holding me back but in the end i was free and all over the place. 

4)Little brother returns,

     My lil brother return to Miami and i finally got to see him after not seeing his ass for almost two years and it was wonderful catching up. No matter how much time fly by, we still have that strong ass brother of hated/love saskue and itachi brotherhood BOND!!! shit like when was kids growing up. 

5) Gay Pride Event,

   This year gay pride event was the shit. this time, i wasn’t late to miss the parade like last year. thank god i went with the boo instead of my girlfriends because I might be late missing the beginning of the event (no offesnse girls :D) I just wish i had more money to buy hit and hang out more but end up leaving with my girls to go home. next time, im staying at south beach till it gets DARK!!!!! LOL 

6) NEW FRIENDS 

    I met new peolpe this year than last year and its more than what it become. One of           them became my second family. I love you guys and I’m so happy that your in my life and I hope we will be in each other lives forever and EVER!!!!!!!!!!! LOL 

7) 3SOME

    So I had a threesome with me, boo and a friend and it was hot. just wish we had more time but the friend had to go to work and I’m like FUCK WORK!!! but he had to go so it was only shower and oral in the bed. ;) Later on, I found out that he really wanted to go there to anal but he was worry about me thinking about if I’m gonna let my boo go down there and I’m like fuck that! life is too short for shit to be worry about that. These are the moments where its rare to take and I wouldn’t mind if he fucks you or Vers/vers fuck that. it was hot and im glad it happen. 

8) Came out the closet on father day. 

    I came out to my aunt on father day because I was sick of being in the closet on who I really was and who I was hanging. So it as hard to say and it more hard to open up who I really was. she cry and gave me a hug and glad i finally told her. Most of my family thinks I’m a fag but I don’t give TWO FUCKS about judging me because I’m the  black sheep. 

9) getting Medicine 

    After doctor advice and the real big emotional breakdown about me getting my meds. im glad i finally out the effort of getting my meds and i finally got them…the side effects r still a bitch but hey i have a long way to go. 

10) Empowerment 

    Empowerment was alirght and I did enjoy the gay guys hitting me up though gay apps and gay dating sites.  I’m like damn!!!! why can u guys hit me in person and their answers always be I though you taken by him and I’m like so lost…………… In the end, the place was enjoyable and I went there for worlds aids day, Good time as hell.  

so the good things that happen this year on 2012 so next year i’m might just created a new tumblr page but this one might stay up so whose knows. 

When Someone puts a cut on your soul, it will heal. The cut will becomes a scar and the scar will become a tattoo of a symbol. That symbol means you will never be forgiven the person who put that cut on my soul. No matter if he/she was right or wrong. It means their words of action was able to cut my soul down a little and left a mark with the rest of my life. The tattoo also means I mange to overcome your cut but will I’ll be able to forgive you or not. I know I won’t be able to forget. So let this cut heal and time passes. As for the person, things change n things will never feel the same.

Since i kept hearing n watching the weekend become first love weekend mode, i decide to express my goodbye letter to mines which i wrote and type like 3 months ago and give it to Edumin though a message and no he didn’t reply. I’m glad i close this door of love in my life. 

Wow Edumin, u haven’t change a bit man. LOL :) I just wanted to let you that im glad your doing ok, doing your thing & being yourself. I wanna thank you for getting me into lady gaga & thank you for being my first love. If if wasn’t for you coming to my life. I would had been still weak in the closet but u made me come out my shell. Thank you Edumin & I’m still sorry for ending things like that though a text message. I let my angry got the best of me over this damn site & your personal issue. Thank U Edumin, Cookie Rat and enjoy your life…..it was good to see you again. Later & Goodbye (no matter how many times i say GB, you will remember me anyways LOL) Cookie Rat Thank you and goodbye my First Love.

its been years since that day……10/24/1999  That Sunday……..I don’t remember how it happen anymore…..all i remember is the blood and your body falling in front of me. Fallen down in front of my eyes….you was my classmate, my Sunday friend who i can talk too……After all this time, I still wanna know what u wanted to tell me before u say never meant to say goodbye…….U left me with a kiss and that kiss left me so many unawesed questions. Tomorrow ill pray for you, ill think about you and ill cry for you and whenever that day comes when i see you in the afterlife. I will get my answer.. thank you brain and i still miss you today

“To love is almost to believe.” -Hugo

“As long as people have friends to share their sadness, it becomes easier to bear.” -Shakespeare

“Wherever there is one of us, the other is present.” -Hemingway

“Sometimes it’s better to be wrong about your motives than to listen to the truth.” -La Rochefoucauld

“When two people cry together for the first time, they understand how much they love each other.” -Emile Deschamps

“The greatest joy Love can give you is to take your lover’s hand for the first time.” -Stendhal

“Love is a sacred madness.” -Renaissance Proverb

“The moment when one begins to love another is when life really starts.” -Scuderi

“Since she wanted me, I ask myself up to what point I became more respectable.” -Goethe

“If somebody asks why I loved the way I did I’ll answer that both of us were authentic. That is my only answer.” -Montaigne

“To be in a relationship isn’t the only way to be in love. One sided love is, in its own way, a complete love.” -Segawa [Tada kimi wo aishiteru]

“All we did is love each other, but… our love is forbidden. Why is it a sin?”

You Play with humans beings, I play with Monsters.

I can handle monsters, while you handle your humans.

now here my question, what make us different from them?

Game on -The Dark Knight Archangel. 

Just read Yesterday Face Book Love Horoscope and I’m like…..When the time is right and comes shesshh lol  I d enjoy reading these God messages, fortune Cookie and  Love Horoscope. :)